-Monday, December 14, 2009-12:23 AM Y
Change new blogsong (: nice and meaningful song Long time never blog le and I gt a lot of things to say but dont know how to phrase it. Mixed and confused feeling .. Sometime I really hope that I am a person who dun care about anything if not i will really 活得很辛苦 but I really cannot . Whenever I do that I will feel very 内疚 and I will not feel happy either . I like to think about a lot of things which make mi feel sad . I really dun know why and this is mi . But sometime I really think that I have change a lot, becoming more fierce, cruel and saying words which I myself dun like to hear too. What should I do ? 我真的很想做一个无忧无了lui de ren . can I ??